So What is it With The children of God

L.Ron Hubbard, David Burg, David Koresh, Jim Jones, Sung Young Moon, Moishe Rosen great cult leader of our times. There are more and if I felt like adding it may bother some people. but I could add, Pat Robertson, Jerry Falwell, or even the 700 hundred club. They creep me out Much against televangelism mam. The first few are really off their rockers you know. I did not put Charles Manson up there because he is beyond the scope of our understanding and as evil as evil can be. Sociopaths have no way of ever being helped but they can charm the pants off of you so bewareHe is truly a person that frightens me. There is no remorse,no empathy. There is nothing there. Just empty darkness with an ego that goes on with the belief that he talks to God or that he is God. It is just hard to look at. I have one person like that in my life and it is funny that he still functions in the norms of our society.
I feel for the Children of God and their Flirty Fishing children having sex with Jesus at 4 is really strange and even after River Phoenix and Rose McGowen tried to explain the cult, River doing it from the dead ,I do not understand it. What make a person want this salvation. What makes mankind long for a unity with a Higher Power(as the AA people say) Are we that alone, are we that needy. Do we just not connect. It is just so hard to understand that one need so much leadership to be told that we are not alone and need to function as a group. I see this historical struggle never ending, but I also see this struggle as never finding an answer, because as much as we search for a group dynamic and an eternal family we are alone in one body and we seem to have the ultimate disconnect and it seems that will be the only answer that really will hold us together.

Cillian and I have breakfast on Pluto

What can I say. I am MIA. Writing a book, Mike might have an interview with Lucifer Lighting What a name!!! It is quite the Illuminati I wonder if he will have any secret society meetings or if Bootsie Collins will sing at are parties. This may all sound like I am rambling but believe me in my world (not just my head) it all makes sense, even to my husband ans yes a number of friends.
And now some news
It is like going to hell and and back living in the floods waters of South Texas "WE ARE FISH". School starts soon for Laurence, Sal is a full fledge CHEFE JEFE and I think Gene might be an AVOCADO can we say Lawyer!!! yes. Liam discovered swimming.
Royce is Mr Royce. Conner qualified for the Junior Olympics. Will needs a Job. Dr. Dons hurt his back and Cillian is still the best.
well got to sleep ZZZZZZ and dream of the Irish.

THEY ARE TRIP HOP!!!!!!

Wow!!!!Listen
I Love this band, sure they no longer exist, well as a band but they are super as all those from Manchester are. Does anyone remember Manchester burning in . I saw Cillian tonight in SunShine. What a waste.I waited and waited for this movie. I love Danny Boyle, but something happened here, something very bad and I almost walked out, I almost never walk out of a movie. I did walk out of Jude Law in Alfie, although I loved Michael Caine in the original. I do not even walk out of Adam Sandler movies. So to actually think of walking out Cillian(Jim)it was not good. So.....Back to Lamb.Lamb were an electronic music duo from Manchester known for their trip hop and drum and bass influenced sound. The duo comprised producer Andy Barlow, also known as the "Hipoptimist", and singer-songwriter Lou Rhodes.Although getting their start in Manchester, Lamb are more commonly associated with the Bristol-based trip hop sound that was popular during the nineties. Aside from trip hop, their musical style is a distinctive mixture of jazz, dub, breaks and drum and bass, with a strong vocal element and, in their later works especially, some acoustic influences. While they were a hit phenomenon in the UK, they found limited success in other parts of the world.Lou Rhodes is a singer and songwriter from Manchester, England.

Rhodes is seen to be an intensely private person. Little is known about her beyond her musical career other than that she has two sons, Reuben and Solomon, having recently divorced the father of her children, percussionist Crispin Robinson.

As well as providing vocals for the band Lamb, Rhodes has recently released her debut solo album Beloved One.

Rhodes has also collaborated with The Cinematic Orchestra on Ma Fleur.
Give her a listen if you can!!!

The Hidden

So what is new now was new then and the unread shall remain unread. I just hate for his face to disappear for a very long time so I will have to leave him up for days. I also have to find a way to post Costas Mandalar, Julian Sands and Christopher Lambert in all their Euro trash train wreck splendor.
What a shoe add almost makes me wish that Chis Noth was around the corner saying "absofuckinglutly"
I must say I have not given shoes nor clothes the most need homage that they deserve. Maybe I was trying to play down my own shallow needs or my lack of cash but as of late, Channel and YSL are haunting my dreams and although I may be on a Target budget, I still have runway show in my head to Underworld songs. So let have TWO MONTHS OFF and be a teen ager forever.

BIG LOVE( Joseph Smith Style)

There is a huge romance going on between me and this show.It is a show full of wonderful Polygamist angst What the hell???? There is a compound. There are sister wives. There are Coke drinking LDSers.(do you know what that means)There is attempted murder through anti freeze. There is stalking with Hummers. Last season too much money was spent at Eddie Bowers. Nominating your mom for Mother of the Year can get you in trouble with the rest of your moms.
If you are the grandson of the original prophet but there is a usurper on the prophets chair should not you start your own Home Depot too. Where is David Koresh when you need him.
The casting here is simply mahvoulous!!! David Byrne doest the music. He is still so good looking and I can tell you it really gets you going. This show is twisting and turning and where it is going is anyone guess so lets get on the roller coaster with a man named Joseph Smith and hope that Jesus walks on North America more often and with less wives